You are the man I miss the most

I still carry your smile in my heart

I never wanted us to break apart

You were the only one in all my life

The one who helped my heart survive.

I’ve been crying all this time

Lived with memories and rhyme

Poetry remained the same

Because my muse still had your name.

Time passed but I can still remember

How weak I was before you made me stronger

Your eyes, your smile, your gentle kiss

These are the things I mostly miss.

I walked through rain, I walked through fire

But I had only one desire

To live enough so I can see for one more time

The eyes which used to stay in front of mine.

They were so wonderful and their color was green

And since December, them, I haven’t seen

Haven’t felt the peace they used to give to mine

But I remember how they used to shine.

You made me brave, you thought me how

To never lose myself, and somehow

I couldn’t stop thinking of you

And since December, my heart was blue.

I hope that we will see again

I hope my love is not in vain

Because each day I need you close

You are the man I miss the most.

From my heart

As I wake up from my dream

And I have you by my side

This night sky will always seem

As the one which holds us tight.

Now I feel your presence here

And your heart is next to mine

When you whisper in my ear

Then, my soul begins to shine.

If I hold your hand tomorrow

If I look into your eyes

Then, my heart will feel no sorrow

For we share a thousand smiles.

Now that you are here too

And your hugs are warm and tight

I devote myself to you

When you kiss me in the night.

With a heart that’s full of love

I unite myself with you

And I swear to the sky above

That I’ll always protect you.

As we lie united here

By our love’s protective fire

We will never feel the fear

We’ll be conquered by desire.

All my soul is yours forever

And I give my heart to you

I know now that I can whisper

From my heart, that I love you.

The poet

I have fallen for the poet’s dream     
                       

And his soul for me will always seem

As a touch of light on the dark side of the moon

My heart hopes to meet his very soon.

He has healed my poisoned soul with fire

And replaced all sorrows with desire

Took my hand as night became our fortress

Kissed my heart and left my past speechless.

I was charmed by the breath of the magic

So far, my life has been a little tragic.

Now, I’ve been conquered by the poet’s mystery

As he was tagging with eternal bliss his poetry.

In dreams he holds with care my fragile hand

I wish the time would not elapse like sand

The moon protects us with it’s guardian spirit

The wind carries our words and I can feel it.

He steals my kiss in silence and places it near his heart

He promised that in dreams we’ll never grow apart

As night surrenders to the sun he is prepared to leave

But not before he says goodbye and asks me to believe.

“Believe in life” he whispers and sends a smile to me

“Don’t cry for little things, and happiness you’ll see,

Will come to save your heart from misery and pain

Tomorrow we shall meet in our dream again.”

Exprimarea sentimentelor

Inchid ochii incet, îmbrăţişând cu pleoapele icoana chipului tau ce sta ascunsa in privirile mele.

Inima mea e un izvor de sentimente nobile si tu esti parfumul ce imi imbata gandurile si care ma poarta dincolo de granita melancoliei, in universul luminii.
Atingerea mainii tale naste in mine un sentiment de siguranta. 
Bataile inimii tale imi imbratiseaza emotiile…
Buzele tale imprastie pulbere de fericire peste ale mele si imi poarta sufletul prin vortexul de trairi absolute.
Ce simt pentru tine e mai presus de limita obisnuitului. Se nasc in mine emotii noi, iar sentimentele se amplifica, incorporand cate o picatura din parfumul iubirii pe care mi-l imprastii prin vene.
Glasul tau e precum o simfonie a naturii exprimata cu ajutorul vantului, luminii, marii.
Sunetul respiratiei tale este nota ce deschide cantecul fredonat de sentimentul pasnic al fragedei iubiri.
Cand sunt cu tine, ma simt nespus de aproape de cer.
Tu esti rasaritul si amurgul meu si cand ma imbratisezi, fericirea mea atinge apogeul.

Prima data

Stateam asteptand momentul cand in sfarsit aveam sa te strang in brate pentru prima data. Simteam in mine un fior puternic ce imi stapanea fiecare dimensiune a sufletului.

Mai erau cateva clipe pana sa ajung la locul unde ma asteptai, la fel de nerabdator precum eram si eu. Stiam ca atunci cand iti voi intalni pentru prima data privirea, ochii mei o sa retina icoana chipului tau precum o aminitre eterna.

Am pasit catre tine, fiind invaluita de emotie, fericire…

Stateai asteptand sa imi cuprinzi palmele in mainile tale si sa simti in sfarsit caldura imbratisarii mele pe trupul tau.

Momentul in care trupurile noastre s-au unit prin intermediul primei imbratisari a fost unul extraordinar. Ai simtit bataile accelerate ale inimii mele nebune si insetate de iubire… n-a mai fost nicio indoiala atunci… stiam ca te iubesc… eram sigura ca sentimentele mele pentru tine erau puternice. Mi-am dat seama de puritatea simtamintelor tale, de inocenta ta atunci cand am simtit atingerea suava a respiratiei tale pe gatul meu. Stateam imbratisati sub lumina protectoare a soarelui ce era martora primei intalniri a sufletelor noastre.

Iubite, glasul tau rostindu-mi numele a fost cea mai profunda melodie, cea mai minunata simfonie…

Ochii tai pasnici si plini de entuziasm, in care razele soarelui isi gaseau refugiul, au imprastiat bucurie peste chipul meu si mi-au cucerit privirile de la prima intrevedere.

Te-am iubit din prima clipa si acum stiu ca mereu va fi asa.

Te- astept...

Te-astept zambind langa o piatra de hotar.
Doresc pe chipul tau iubirea s-o presar.
Am cules-o din pulberea de stele-albastre
Gasite pe cerul sperantelor noastre.

Tu esti lumina ce vesnic sta aprinsa,
O fereastra, permanent, spre cer deschisa.
Prin ea, gandurile-mi se furiseaza-ncet
Zburand dincolo de orizontul violet.

Se nasc mii de sperante in sufletu-mi rebel
Si simt cum aripi prind pentru-a zbura spre cer.
Astept sa vina clipa cand ochii-ti voi zari;
In brate ma vei strange, iar eu iti voi zambi.

Te port in gandul meu la fiecare pas
Si dor imi e de tine in fiecare ceas.
Zambesc stiind ca maine iti voi vorbi din nou.
Chiar daca esti departe, te voi iubi mereu.

Amintiri...regrete...

M-am apropiat de usa restaurantului. M-am oprit brusc si mi-am adus aminte de privirea lui calda, de glasul lui puternic si de tristul adevar pe care a trebuit sa il accept, si anume acela ca s-a terminat totul si nu voi mai avea ocazia sa il vad vreodata.
Mi-am sters ochii umeziti cu coltul batistei de hartie. Desi a trecut atata timp, tot nu pot sa dau uitarii toate acele momente pe care le-am petrecut vorbind despre toate sensurile si insematatea lucrurilor ascunse in spatele peretului de lumina al vietii.
As fi vrut ca azi, el sa ma astepte in restaurant stand la o masa cu un buchet de crini imperiali.
Nu as mai fi avut atatea regrete si atatea suspine in suflet si gandurile mele ar fi avut din nou o destinatie.
Din pacate, sufletul lui obscur nu i-a permis razei misterioase a lunii sa patrunda in el si sa il faca fericit. Acum sufletele noastre sunt invadate amandoua de ploaie. E o ploaie ce ne inunda chiar si cea mai indepartata dimensiune a sufletului cu regrete.
Dar gata cu trecutul! Nu trebuie sa imi amintesc de el decat daca amintirile nu sunt dureroase.
Pasesc cu incredere inauntrul restaurantului si ma indrept catre masa unde ma astepta un alt El, care sper ca nu va fi la fel de las ca cel de dinaintea lui.